go with the flow?

recently, i felt a change,
constantly, changing lanes.
where do we stand? i dont know,
im lost, confused, where to go.
what happened, to what we were,
left to right, like transfer.
i swear we were doing great, until now,
again, u shoved me into the crowd.
i dont blame u, its not ur wrong,
i understand u have bonds to keep strong.
that is why i resist and i take,
every hit, set backs coming my way.
although things werent fantastic,
did nothing, nothing drastic.
kept on going, like things were fine,
deep inside, wondering were u still mine?
thinking together do we still shine?
or me and you, both outta line.

lately something changed the view,
i did something, i wasnt meant to do,
all night ur mum had ur phone,
i called, just to hear ur sweet tone.
i cant believe i was so stupid,
my memory, overtaken by cupid.
i was scared, about to lose it,
insanity coming just to visit,
ur bombarded with questions and thoughts,
i cant do much to support.
its now down to u, what you really want,
write the same way, or change the font.
things got u questioning, about us,
"Is he mr right? or am i careless."
"Is this real or am i blind?
take it to far, can not rewind.

u need to decide on wat is right,
to take landing, or continue flight.
consider everything carefully,
differentiate wat u want, wat u need.
not about me, its about you,
not wat we are, but wat is true.
last thing i want, is u to hurt.
"promise to keep u safe", i assert.
its that claim, i plan to follow,
let it go? i dont want to,
wat to do? i dont know,
continue the show, go with the flow.



<3 goodnights. hope to see u tmr.