back for a moment

i guess many of you probably dont expect me to post here anymore.
but i dunno why, i have the urge to speak my mind, and where else can i do it right?
and more or less, i hope you do read this if you happen to be...well...around.

we haven't spoken on the phone for too long, and perhaps that was why the last phone call we had was so....dull? empty? awkward? no..no.."stranger-like".
i could feel a sense of unease or discomfort in your voice. whatever the reason, you did seem a bit down. yet, i didnt ask why. i couldnt.
maybe im just paranoid, but i had a feeling you wanted to tell me something, maybe tell me what was wrong. but, you didnt. maybe im just overthinking.
i dunno.
whatever it is, i hope you feel better. i hope you get through whatever your experiencing.
if you ever need to talk im here, you funsize-midget! :P

TUMBLR

okay, so i kinda figured i dont post as often as i would like to on this blog, mainly because i dont have time to write. so i guess its a better idea for me to use tumblr as when i dont have anything to write about, i can still share something, maybe a photo or a video :)
so yeah, follow me on tumblr from now on :D http://antsteamy.tumblr.com/

happy birthday :)

i just wanted to say happy birthday to that little bird thats still flying around :)

i hope you have a wonderful birthday and get lots and lots of presents!!

i wish i could say happy birthday to you in person today, but well....i didnt. LOL
not that i didnt want to, but we were both busy. you were probs busy doing stuff and i was busy studying, if only you came to city today! :P

happy birthday fagatron! no, you cannot have me rob a bank for your birthday present :)

10,000

10,000 views. mmmmm. ive reached my ultimate goal, id be celebrating a lot more if i was in a better mood. but right now, it's really not the time.

first of all, sozskiz for posting so late and shit cos its been ages since my last post and yeah.

right now, i feel like a dog. bro im sorry.

ill celebrate my 10,000 views properly some other time.

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WHOOOOSSEEE DAAAAA NERRRDDDDD DATTTTTTTT JUUUSTTTT WENNNNTTTT FORRRRRR AAAA SHHHOOOPPPPPIIINGG SPREEEEEEEE ATTTTTT OFFFFFIICEEEEWOOORKKSSS??????





me.

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-story of my life.

reality

i guess its reality that you ended up with him.
ive always anticipated this result, but i suppose its time to face it.
these 8 months practically flew past, it seemed like it was just yesterday.

im good though, im happy that you're happy.

life is good atm, besides studies.

im really stressing about my studies, ive come to realise id probably get a 85 atar at max, and thats a real decrease to what i ACTUALLY wanted :(

ah wells, reality is what it is.

fuck it, imma fckn do well in life, despite my score i have atm or my vce score, i shall live a happy life and thats that. fuck what else happens :)

on another note,
had a great kick arse time at johnos tonight :))))))
too much to talk about, but all up, fantabulous nighttttt :D

get well soon

today i went visit a dear friend who had an operation on his left knee.
its good to see that he's healing quickly and doing fine :)
although, he HAS been taking painkillers that gives him quite the itch on the wound, but im sure he'll be okay :)

i hope he's leg recovers quickly, and he gets well soon :)