rest in peace.

well as some of you may already know, my grandma recently passed away.
i wont go into detail as to the ins and outs of it all but shes basically had cancer and has ben in the hospital for a while, and well yeah.

today was her funeral. we had it asian styled.
and yeah.

when i first got a call she had passed away, i rushed to the hospital and arrived 1-2 hours after she had already gone.
i had a emotional break down.
but i then recovered like the next few days, as i came to realise life and death is a normal thing. To every beginning, theres an end. She left us peacefully and painlessly. Through the unfortunate, the fortunate happened. she passed away at a reasonably old age, many other people in the world die alot earlier than her. She passed away painlessly, many other people in the world die so much more painfully such as fires and drowning etc. Moreover, she passed away with family around her. A lot of people die alone. i guess we're lucky enough to get to know her and have spent time with her, where as many other people never got to know their grandparents.

i definitely miss the memories and times we've had with her, but i guess i shouldnt be sad over them, i should be happy that we've made such great memories.

shes in a better place now, shes chilling with god.

Rest.In.Peace<3