yes it hurts. but i learnt today that being around ur friends at ur worst really relieves the pain. not only because being around ur friends make u happy, its more so they preoccupy u to not think about the pain :)
its more so, when ur alone. whether when ur walking, sitting or eating. u cant help but to think and reminisce about the good and bad times.
every word pops up into ur head. every word, every memory cuts u.
listening to the playlist of songs u both made over the time, every song with a different meaning, telling a different chapter of ur relationship with her.
everytime its 11.11 thinking about her, but have to hide it.
drinking doesnt numb the pain. it expresses it. but i dont want to express it yet.
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