back for a moment

i guess many of you probably dont expect me to post here anymore.
but i dunno why, i have the urge to speak my mind, and where else can i do it right?
and more or less, i hope you do read this if you happen to be...well...around.

we haven't spoken on the phone for too long, and perhaps that was why the last phone call we had was so....dull? empty? awkward? no..no.."stranger-like".
i could feel a sense of unease or discomfort in your voice. whatever the reason, you did seem a bit down. yet, i didnt ask why. i couldnt.
maybe im just paranoid, but i had a feeling you wanted to tell me something, maybe tell me what was wrong. but, you didnt. maybe im just overthinking.
i dunno.
whatever it is, i hope you feel better. i hope you get through whatever your experiencing.
if you ever need to talk im here, you funsize-midget! :P

TUMBLR

okay, so i kinda figured i dont post as often as i would like to on this blog, mainly because i dont have time to write. so i guess its a better idea for me to use tumblr as when i dont have anything to write about, i can still share something, maybe a photo or a video :)
so yeah, follow me on tumblr from now on :D http://antsteamy.tumblr.com/