im just here.

I was bothered how u're always doing something else. Am i ever up there?
The more clueless you are the more agitated i get. i put on a fake smile because i dont want u to know.

u leave for like an hour, ppl cheer me up. im ready to try again wen u come back.
u finally do. im here and i try act like any other night.
but no, u just cut me back down. yep, u have fun doing other stuff yeh?
ill just be here staying up with u until u have the urge to talk to me.

u're tired. okay, go to bed. no need staying up for me, im boring u. IMMMM the one not talking to UU right? =="
ill just be wasting ur precious sleep time.

ok well, have a swell night. hope u get some good sleep (Y)

u try :)

I've stayed up late just for u.
You want to stay up for meee. but ur always to tired :) i tell u to go to bed, but u always try :)))

It makes me feel good :)

I really want u to stay up with me so we can just talk and keep each other company.
But, i dont want you to be tired and sleepy tmr :(
so i tell u; "ill sleep if u sleep"

i appear offline. i cant sleep. im not tired, but i dont want u to be tired just for me.

goodnight sleepy-baby <3 :)

i kinda hoped.

u said u had to go.
u asked if i wanted u to stay.
i said id rather u get rest.
i secretly want u to stay
u say ur going to go now
i hoped ud come back later
i wait.
nothing.
okay, goodnight.

mmmm

it bothers me wen i hear u saying u talk to other guys about that. i say i dont mind, and u say sorry....
doesnt matter who they are, just frends, bffls. it still stings.

random anger

FCKN aggro right now. i want to break something.
NO REASON AT ALL.
im just pissed.
i had a good day, but right now im fckn PISSED.
fck me, fck stress, fck all this fckn shit fuck.

i want to just SHATTER SOMETHINNNNGGGG D=< ..

end is near

i can feel it.

for the sake of everyone, for the sake of the pain inflicted to others, im going to have to make a step back. slowly it will just drift off into the past.

who wouldve thought, u could gain so much, and lose so much in just a week.

:/

i really dont want to, but its for the best.

byessss :|

holy shizzle!! :))

i was suppose to be really really tired cos for the past 4 days i havent got good sleep.
but then i started talking to someone, that i barely knew. We know each other off frends, but never really talked. thanks to the gay cow, we were tagged in the same thread on fb :)
we talked abit there, then fb frended, then msned, and freaking now we're best buds :))))
all in ONE night, 5-6 hours of talk, she got me staying up till like 7am....
i DID NOT FEEL TIRED AT ALL!! she makes it so interesting!! SHES ANOTHER MEEE!! replys so quick! laughs a tonne and makes shizzle so freaking funnyy :))))

we're litterally the SAME!! we're BOTH 1/4 viet, likes same music, talk similar, both COOLL ;) we just talked about the most randomest subjects but made it so freaking exciting and GOOOOOODDDDDDDD!!

life just keeps getting better :)
P.S why cant everyone be THIS cool? she actually pays attention! she absorbssssss!!

At skool.

i am currently at skool in accounting class. i really cannot be stuffed to do any work at all.....all the freaking sites are blocked on this shitty laptopppp :(
although youtube works, it lags like hell....ANNNNDD i didnt bring earphonnessss D: