gasing the fire

this just frustrates me even MORE.
i was just sad and down to begin with,
i try to study and then BOOM.
nice.
okay, somethings wrong, just dont tell me wat it is yeah?
fck this.

..
..

wen all was going so well, how does the mood all change in so little time?
wat the serious fuck?


shower. maybe id feel better afterwards.

7th

we missed 6th, I WAITED FOR this one for a month.
mmmmm 7th month today.
wooooah....SOOOOOOO LOOOOOOONNNGG....

so i was hoping we could spend it together, well atleast let me see U?
i go and wait till 6.
i DIDNT do any study =="
hoping u can make it after.
oooooh okay, so u cant COME? alright.

well, happy 7th then.


-as i clicked "Publish Post" you called.

:)

Oh i'm a dick now?
well, this is for calling me a dick. even though i spent two hours making this shit for you.

asswipeee, go clean some assses.
Hahah jokes :)

goodnights! (S)
ps. you may delete this afterwards :)

SHINY - SOMETIMES

This post is the lyrics to my first song. And...i guess i chose to post the lyrics up cos i guess i can relate to it...well last night was sorta like that...we argued over nothing, we both got really pissed, the lyrics really do express my feelings for her, and she DID call me in the end, like in the songggg...we worked it outtt...soo yeah.....enjoy! :)
Shiny - Sometimes
I’ve known you for so long baby,
And it’s been about what? 4, 5 months?
And about one month we’ve been official.
I just had to make one about us.
I love you baby.

You see this distance, it’s just tearing us apart,
But I’m, willing to work this out cos I love you with all my heart.
You see, that I’m doing whatever it takes just to keep you here,
But sometimes shit gets hella ugly and I can’t keep my mind clear.
And baby, sometimes I know we start to yell and raise both our voices,
Then we start to bitch at each other making these beeped out noises.
Sometimes you accuse me of doing something in which would hurt you,
But I just wish you would just see everything through my point of view.
Cos I love you and I promise that I wont ever do you wrong,
I promise that ill make this relationship work and last long.
And don’t you ever think that I would ever gon’ replace you.
Cos ain’t nothing in this world can erase the things we been through.
I love you.

X2
Sometimes I know we start to argue,
Sometimes I know that it gets hard to,
Disagree about somethings, and then we fight and fuss,
But everytime you leave, I end up missing you so much.

I’m sorry for acting up and being strange, its just,
The effect you give me, cos your love is out of range, and it,
Hurts just to go through, a whole weekend alone without you.
Without you I can’t smile, cos baby I don’t know how to, but I,
Thank you for all the things that you have done for me, from,
Being the best girlfriend to catering all of your love to me, I,
Must be the luckiest kid alive to have somebody like you,
But I just hate that fact that sometimes we start to argue, and yes,
Things could be better, but I’m glad it isn’t worse.
Being in the search of love and finding our trust is thirst, but the,
Fact that we don’t see any trust in each other hurts,
That’s why I get insecure sometimes because I’m still in search. So don’t,
Think I don’t love you whenever I get mad,
I know you start to cry, and I know that you get sad, its just,
Sometimes we don’t, realise the things we do,
Cos half the time we just don’t see that we’re just being true.
And I love you.

X2
Sometimes I know we start to argue,
Sometimes I know that it gets hard to,
Disagree about somethings, and then we fight and fuss,
But everytime you leave, I end up missing you so much.

“I just wanted to call to tell you that I miss you…and…I know sometimes we argue…and shit…But, I want you to know that I really do appreciate everything you do for me. And I know sometimes I don’t show it, but I really do care for you, a lot. And, yeah…ill always be here for you. Yeah..i love you! Bye.”

X2
Sometimes I know we start to argue,
Sometimes I know that it gets hard to,
Disagree about somethings, and then we fight and fuss,
But everytime you leave, I end up missing you so much.

where?

where? no-where.
when? never
who? not me

why? only you know.

EXAMS!!

exams are so draining and stressful.
cant we just all enjoy life and do wateva we want in the future? =="
bloody vce....

awell, its ONLY year 11 =D

Thats all i can do

You're sad about it, and how she treats you.
I really want to do something about it
ive suggested so many thingssss....but then you're to nice to let me do them :(

I guess all i CAN do is just comfort u..but i know that no matter how much i try, ur still going to feel like shit.

cheer up, she isnt worth ur time or effort.

i love you <3