10,000 views. mmmmm. ive reached my ultimate goal, id be celebrating a lot more if i was in a better mood. but right now, it's really not the time.
first of all, sozskiz for posting so late and shit cos its been ages since my last post and yeah.
right now, i feel like a dog. bro im sorry.
ill celebrate my 10,000 views properly some other time.
Monday, September 12, 2011
Friday, August 26, 2011
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WHOOOOSSEEE DAAAAA NERRRDDDDD DATTTTTTTT JUUUSTTTT WENNNNTTTT FORRRRRR AAAA SHHHOOOPPPPPIIINGG SPREEEEEEEE ATTTTTT OFFFFFIICEEEEWOOORKKSSS??????
me.
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me.
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-story of my life.
Friday, August 19, 2011
reality
i guess its reality that you ended up with him.
ive always anticipated this result, but i suppose its time to face it.
these 8 months practically flew past, it seemed like it was just yesterday.
im good though, im happy that you're happy.
life is good atm, besides studies.
im really stressing about my studies, ive come to realise id probably get a 85 atar at max, and thats a real decrease to what i ACTUALLY wanted :(
ah wells, reality is what it is.
fuck it, imma fckn do well in life, despite my score i have atm or my vce score, i shall live a happy life and thats that. fuck what else happens :)
on another note,
had a great kick arse time at johnos tonight :))))))
too much to talk about, but all up, fantabulous nighttttt :D
ive always anticipated this result, but i suppose its time to face it.
these 8 months practically flew past, it seemed like it was just yesterday.
im good though, im happy that you're happy.
life is good atm, besides studies.
im really stressing about my studies, ive come to realise id probably get a 85 atar at max, and thats a real decrease to what i ACTUALLY wanted :(
ah wells, reality is what it is.
fuck it, imma fckn do well in life, despite my score i have atm or my vce score, i shall live a happy life and thats that. fuck what else happens :)
on another note,
had a great kick arse time at johnos tonight :))))))
too much to talk about, but all up, fantabulous nighttttt :D
Sunday, August 7, 2011
get well soon
today i went visit a dear friend who had an operation on his left knee.
its good to see that he's healing quickly and doing fine :)
although, he HAS been taking painkillers that gives him quite the itch on the wound, but im sure he'll be okay :)
i hope he's leg recovers quickly, and he gets well soon :)
its good to see that he's healing quickly and doing fine :)
although, he HAS been taking painkillers that gives him quite the itch on the wound, but im sure he'll be okay :)
i hope he's leg recovers quickly, and he gets well soon :)
Monday, August 1, 2011
new starts
Once again another late post. i think its going to become a habit, especially this year that my blog posts will have larger time intervals in between.
Anyways, recently she told me that she was starting to see someone else. She said it didnt feel right not to tell me. I completely understand where she's coming from, and i wish her the best, as a friend. I just really hope she knows what she's doing and make sure she is completely positive that she has the right feelings for him before jumping into another relationship. For her to get hurt is the last thing i want.
So i guess this marks a new beginning. The past had ended months ago, but a new beginning has just started.
I've always thought i could start anew with ease, i never thought it'd be this hard.
True story; i tried to get this racing game on my ipod touch right, i downloaded it and everything, so very excited to have this awesome addictive exciting new game on my ipod! It wouldn't sync the first time, nor the second. I kind of came to a resolution that perhaps restoring my ipod entirely, would make the sync work! So, i restored it, lost all my 3000 songs, all my apps AND my jailbreak for this one game. It finally synced. I was so psyched i could finally play it! :D Yet, little did i know, DIFFICULT was an understatement when it comes to getting a freaking C grade license in the game....took me hours to get the ONE license to compete in my very first race.
All was good. I insisted to myself, it was all worth it.
The next day, at nick's drink up at bh, i pulled out my ipod as we waited for a few more people to show up before drinking, and i realised my earphones were broken! They wouldnt work!!!! Ive basically ruined my entire ipod for one stupid ass game. but guess what?
its a fucking kickarse game!
I suppose what im trying to point out is, to start anew you just got to lose everything old. This includes my 3000 songs (our playlist), my apps, my jailbreak and my earphones.
Yet to my suprise, my photos still remained. Especially this ONE photo of us. Maybe its a sign that although i must lose everything to start again, there are somethings that cant be lost or forgotten and can remind us of how lucky we once were.
Not like my ipod matters right now anyways, its year 12, my ipod will only be a distraction.
Anyways, recently she told me that she was starting to see someone else. She said it didnt feel right not to tell me. I completely understand where she's coming from, and i wish her the best, as a friend. I just really hope she knows what she's doing and make sure she is completely positive that she has the right feelings for him before jumping into another relationship. For her to get hurt is the last thing i want.
So i guess this marks a new beginning. The past had ended months ago, but a new beginning has just started.
I've always thought i could start anew with ease, i never thought it'd be this hard.
True story; i tried to get this racing game on my ipod touch right, i downloaded it and everything, so very excited to have this awesome addictive exciting new game on my ipod! It wouldn't sync the first time, nor the second. I kind of came to a resolution that perhaps restoring my ipod entirely, would make the sync work! So, i restored it, lost all my 3000 songs, all my apps AND my jailbreak for this one game. It finally synced. I was so psyched i could finally play it! :D Yet, little did i know, DIFFICULT was an understatement when it comes to getting a freaking C grade license in the game....took me hours to get the ONE license to compete in my very first race.
All was good. I insisted to myself, it was all worth it.
The next day, at nick's drink up at bh, i pulled out my ipod as we waited for a few more people to show up before drinking, and i realised my earphones were broken! They wouldnt work!!!! Ive basically ruined my entire ipod for one stupid ass game. but guess what?
its a fucking kickarse game!
I suppose what im trying to point out is, to start anew you just got to lose everything old. This includes my 3000 songs (our playlist), my apps, my jailbreak and my earphones.
Yet to my suprise, my photos still remained. Especially this ONE photo of us. Maybe its a sign that although i must lose everything to start again, there are somethings that cant be lost or forgotten and can remind us of how lucky we once were.
Not like my ipod matters right now anyways, its year 12, my ipod will only be a distraction.
Saturday, July 23, 2011
been ages
yes yes yes i knowwwww, its been ages since my last post and im farking sorry!hahaha
i just dont have the time to post as often anymore, ive actually beeen trying to study, and although it may not seem as much, for me, the amount of work ive done recently is bloody tonnes!
there really isnt much going on in my life right now other than the stress of year 12.
lastnight i got a call at like 3am and talked till 5am or something, until i basically fell asleep because i started sleping between my replies ahaha. i havent had a call that ended because i fell asleep ever since like....lastyear, when i was still dating.
i guess i forgot how goood it feels to have someone up talking to you and the last thing you did before you slept was litterally talking to someone :)
its a weird concept to grasp, but yeah. :P
woke up not long ago at like....4.30pm :)
business sac on monday, my only chance to study for that is from....now until 3am and maybeee 9pm tomorrow until 3am again. WITHOUT distractions. sooooo hopefully i do well :D
btw, i dont think i ever congratulated myself on reaching 9000 blog views :D thank you for reading maaaa shiiettt!!!! now go nerd up in your book or something! :)
i just dont have the time to post as often anymore, ive actually beeen trying to study, and although it may not seem as much, for me, the amount of work ive done recently is bloody tonnes!
there really isnt much going on in my life right now other than the stress of year 12.
lastnight i got a call at like 3am and talked till 5am or something, until i basically fell asleep because i started sleping between my replies ahaha. i havent had a call that ended because i fell asleep ever since like....lastyear, when i was still dating.
i guess i forgot how goood it feels to have someone up talking to you and the last thing you did before you slept was litterally talking to someone :)
its a weird concept to grasp, but yeah. :P
woke up not long ago at like....4.30pm :)
business sac on monday, my only chance to study for that is from....now until 3am and maybeee 9pm tomorrow until 3am again. WITHOUT distractions. sooooo hopefully i do well :D
btw, i dont think i ever congratulated myself on reaching 9000 blog views :D thank you for reading maaaa shiiettt!!!! now go nerd up in your book or something! :)
Friday, July 8, 2011
so long!
its been so long since ive posted here.
im sorry, just havent had the time.
these holidays, ive practically been out every night. just with the boys cruising around and all, going places etc.
i guess im just really relieved that holidays have finally came and i just really want to let myself go and enjoy myself :)
tonight i just read something that a special someone wrote, and i feel honoured to have been mentioned.
in reply, i want to let you know, i will always be here. whenever, whereever, one call is all it takes. (unless my phones dead, then dix.) LOL
mmmmmm
today, after tutor i went to max brenners in QV in the city to catch up with an old friend whom i havent seen in ageeessssss.
well yeah, she recently came out of a relationship, which lasted like....4 years.
i know i know, its unbelievably long.
well i guess i just wanted to say that she reminded me of what ive almost forgotten.
she said: "Somethings seem like they'll last forever, but nothing does."
im sorry, just havent had the time.
these holidays, ive practically been out every night. just with the boys cruising around and all, going places etc.
i guess im just really relieved that holidays have finally came and i just really want to let myself go and enjoy myself :)
tonight i just read something that a special someone wrote, and i feel honoured to have been mentioned.
in reply, i want to let you know, i will always be here. whenever, whereever, one call is all it takes. (unless my phones dead, then dix.) LOL
mmmmmm
today, after tutor i went to max brenners in QV in the city to catch up with an old friend whom i havent seen in ageeessssss.
well yeah, she recently came out of a relationship, which lasted like....4 years.
i know i know, its unbelievably long.
well i guess i just wanted to say that she reminded me of what ive almost forgotten.
she said: "Somethings seem like they'll last forever, but nothing does."
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