what do i see?

Life is a journey. We all start at the same point but always end in different places, which is shaped by family, friends, money, jobs and other everyday things that at times we take for granted.

I guess on my journey in life I've had my own ups and downs, and I've met my share of different people. Well I'm not going to talk about my entire life right now because that would take me a long assssss time.

I honestly have no idea what Im going to write, i just feel like theres something in me that i have to write about...

I think everyone has, at some point, looked at a place and you would remember the times, whether good or bad, you have shared at that exact spot.

Well looking at someone, a person who you had once known so well, someone that had made such a huge contribution to your life, your reality, a wave of memories flood into your mind. I guess, we as people take things for granted and don't actually have those flash backs until we actually lose the person we had once cherished so much. Just living through the fact that nothing is the same anymore, that not you or they are the same, hurts. The worst part is acting like things are fine, pretending to be normal, but in true fact it is awkward as hell. Its awkward in a sense that you cant be too close, yet you have to act like you have not grown distant. When you see them, a question crosses your mind, "how should i say hi?" wave? smile? say hello? its fucked.

So what do i see when i look into you? i see a box of memories.

JINS NEW EP :D

omfgggggggg, JIN just released a new EP :)

i just downloaded it :D its only like 25mbs

5 songs:
Changed Man
Just Music
Sincerely Yours
True Religion
Whatever it takes

the lyrics in every single song are fckn top shit. i would recommend you to download it. its not really his BEST shit, cos this was made just for the public casually, but its still fckn rock hard. his new english albumn is coming out soon, sooo looking forward to taht :D

download this shit at : http://www.mediafire.com/?ux77hmzswul3q0g

sorry!

ommmg! i am so sorrrrryy to the people i left hanging :(

at 11pm, i told everyone i would take a 10minute nap to rejuvenate myself so i can study later on for my english sac tmr.
however, unfortunately, i slept all the way through to 1.40pm :S
and like....EVERYONE went offline...

sorry :(

but on the good side, from 1.40pm - 3.40pm i wrote some notes for the novel im doing.
i dont think its enough....but i guess ill have to deal with it. :P


goooodnights!

[signing out: 3.50am]

6:09am

a new record with the gay as bisexual!! :)

stayed up this late talking to her and my dearest Samule Jackson :)))))


good as conversation, goood as night. did another question for BM. feeling goodddddd...cept tired. :)


nights cunts!

lazy

FARKKK!!! i havent done shit all for my holiday homework and now my stress level has definitely reached boiling point!!!
ive done 2 questions of business management so far. and have all my other holiday homeworks to do and sacs to study for in the first week....
stressful shit!!

my short-term goal, is to do a lot of my holiday homework tmr.

are you srs?

are you actually fucking serious?
i lose the one person i can trust and depend on, then i lose a good friend on the same night.

wat a great night, luckiest man on the planet.

damn.

it fucking hurts. that sinking feeling in your chest.