ommmmgggg this isnt even funny anymore...i completely ruined my body clock...its like 3:20am atm and i still dont want to sleep....
i mean i KNOW for a fact that im extremely tired today....and that ive got gym tmr...but i just cant seeem to force myself to sleep...
i really hope i can fix this before school starts.. :S
gym tomorrow at 10.30am....wat a DRAAAGGGGG :\
Friday, January 21, 2011
Thursday, January 20, 2011
2 more days
so its been nearly 1 month that we've been apart.
22nd of january marks exactly 1 month of our seperation.
i have to admit its been really hard not only to be away from someone whom i loved, but also to try forget them, to try and concentrate on something else and not think of that certain someone.
but i guess things are just barely starting to piece together.
that things will heal. that time and space does help.
we're just friends now, disregarding our hidden feelings either from me or her or both of us.
things will work, time will take us both somewhere where things make sense and put things in the past, not to be forgotten, but to be remembered....only as memories.
22nd of january marks exactly 1 month of our seperation.
i have to admit its been really hard not only to be away from someone whom i loved, but also to try forget them, to try and concentrate on something else and not think of that certain someone.
but i guess things are just barely starting to piece together.
that things will heal. that time and space does help.
we're just friends now, disregarding our hidden feelings either from me or her or both of us.
things will work, time will take us both somewhere where things make sense and put things in the past, not to be forgotten, but to be remembered....only as memories.
Friday, January 14, 2011
WTF
i just saw this photo on fb wen i was going through my photos.
this was on camp :P still gotta look good.
and as for the curry on the left, some faggot taxi driver that wouldnt share the bathroom with our cabin.
being back
so she came back from her holiday recently.
i obviously am glad she came back :D
but im just worried that sparks will light again D:
i try to hold back and watch wat i say, avoid wats possible.
but i cant avoid the fact i did actually miss her :(
well go with the flow i guess.
i obviously am glad she came back :D
but im just worried that sparks will light again D:
i try to hold back and watch wat i say, avoid wats possible.
but i cant avoid the fact i did actually miss her :(
well go with the flow i guess.
Thursday, January 6, 2011
5000 views!
nice nice nice! 5000 views!
well its half of 10000 so u know its gotta be good :)
im quite happy that people are still taking the time to read what i have to write. so well done to YOU!! give urself a pat on the back! :)
ok nothing much else to say, hmmmm...
AH! yess! tmr is my first tsfx lecture for methods at 1.30pm - 5.00pm.
so please let me know if ANYONE is going to the same lecture!! cos yeaah, im going to be with paul and im hoping to see more of the ppl we know :)
i shall see YOUUUU soon ! :D
well its half of 10000 so u know its gotta be good :)
im quite happy that people are still taking the time to read what i have to write. so well done to YOU!! give urself a pat on the back! :)
ok nothing much else to say, hmmmm...
AH! yess! tmr is my first tsfx lecture for methods at 1.30pm - 5.00pm.
so please let me know if ANYONE is going to the same lecture!! cos yeaah, im going to be with paul and im hoping to see more of the ppl we know :)
i shall see YOUUUU soon ! :D
hurts
i dont know what it is, maybe its that we havent seen each other for too long.
i dont know how else to explain it...but i think...
without you, i forgot how to love.
i forgot how long its been since i last seen u....but it just feels too long.
its scary to think the one i loved the most is slowly becoming a memory, slowly becoming a stranger. i never want to see that day come, but im afraid nothing can stop time.
it hurts me to know that ur hurting.
it hurts me to break something i help build.
it hurts me to see apart of me slowly fade away.
it hurts me to remind myself we arent together anymore.
it hurts me to force myself to move on.
it hurts me the most to miss you.
ps: it took me litterally 36 minutes to write this. i didnt know how to express my thoughts properly.
i dont know how else to explain it...but i think...
without you, i forgot how to love.
i forgot how long its been since i last seen u....but it just feels too long.
its scary to think the one i loved the most is slowly becoming a memory, slowly becoming a stranger. i never want to see that day come, but im afraid nothing can stop time.
it hurts me to know that ur hurting.
it hurts me to break something i help build.
it hurts me to see apart of me slowly fade away.
it hurts me to remind myself we arent together anymore.
it hurts me to force myself to move on.
it hurts me the most to miss you.
ps: it took me litterally 36 minutes to write this. i didnt know how to express my thoughts properly.
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
getting use to.
its been a while now since we've been apart.
yes, we do talk, but only as friends.
its hard to suddenly change the way you talk to someone when you're use to the OLD way.
but i guess time does heal all.
it will take some getting use to for the both of us, but i think itd all be okay :)
yes, we do talk, but only as friends.
its hard to suddenly change the way you talk to someone when you're use to the OLD way.
but i guess time does heal all.
it will take some getting use to for the both of us, but i think itd all be okay :)
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