why wont u just tell me?
cant u just make things easier? do u HAVE to make things just that little bit more difficult?
it fustrates me that u admitted something was up, but didnt want to tell me.
if u really dont trust me enough to tell me, then okay.
u say its no big deal, its a big deal to me.
maybe its none of my business. maybe i care too much.
if thats the way u want it, fine. i wont care.
Monday, August 9, 2010
Sunday, August 8, 2010
hi
yes it all started with a simple hi to get the conversation started.
things were really awkward at first, but then the tension sorta loosened.
well for me atleast.
i hope in her mind she doesnt hate me....
probably swearing under her breath as she types D:
things were really awkward at first, but then the tension sorta loosened.
well for me atleast.
i hope in her mind she doesnt hate me....
probably swearing under her breath as she types D:
Thursday, August 5, 2010
how do i make u feel good, u ask?
so tonight u asked me "how do you make me feel so...good?"
and for u dirty minded people out there, this is not meant in a sexual sense, instead, its emotional :)
but hmmm....i dont know how to say it....but i guess as to HOW do i make u feel so good......its really easy. All i do is to tell the truth :)
You are great in so many ways, i could blindly pick anything out and it just makes u "feel good"
making you feel good about yourself is my duty, it's wat i DO.
WHEN I SAY:
"You're beautiful" - you are extremely pretty and amazing
"You've got lovely eyes" - i always get lost in your eyes.
"I wake up every morning, just to see you." - you are my life's motivation.
WHEN I:
*hold YOU - i never want to let go.
*kiss you - i want to remind you i love you.
*smile - im thinking of you
i love you = i want to MAKE u smile, i miss you every minute im not with you, you're always on my mind, with you i feel comfortable, holding your hand completes ME, hearing your voice melts me, i cant be myself without you, you've become part of me.
Being with you makes me HAPPY.
*thats my question*
swanli: "me<3you"
anthony: "meyou. thats better cos nothing comes between us"
goodnight.
and for u dirty minded people out there, this is not meant in a sexual sense, instead, its emotional :)
but hmmm....i dont know how to say it....but i guess as to HOW do i make u feel so good......its really easy. All i do is to tell the truth :)
You are great in so many ways, i could blindly pick anything out and it just makes u "feel good"
making you feel good about yourself is my duty, it's wat i DO.
WHEN I SAY:
"You're beautiful" - you are extremely pretty and amazing
"You've got lovely eyes" - i always get lost in your eyes.
"I wake up every morning, just to see you." - you are my life's motivation.
WHEN I:
*hold YOU - i never want to let go.
*kiss you - i want to remind you i love you.
*smile - im thinking of you
i love you = i want to MAKE u smile, i miss you every minute im not with you, you're always on my mind, with you i feel comfortable, holding your hand completes ME, hearing your voice melts me, i cant be myself without you, you've become part of me.
Being with you makes me HAPPY.
*thats my question*
swanli: "me<3you"
anthony: "meyou. thats better cos nothing comes between us"
goodnight.
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
NEW PLAYLIST ->>>>
again, i have updated my playlist :)))
ive been capped last month so ive been behind in my music downloads...
so i have alot to catch up on :)
so if were u, i wouldnt be surprised to see my playlist change a tad more often than usual :)))
but yes, playlist 04.08.2010 ;; enjoy :)))
ive been capped last month so ive been behind in my music downloads...
so i have alot to catch up on :)
so if were u, i wouldnt be surprised to see my playlist change a tad more often than usual :)))
but yes, playlist 04.08.2010 ;; enjoy :)))
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
i'm smart!
swanli: "Ahahahahhahaahahahahah over all the time ive dated you thats the smartest thing i have ever heard you say. "
anthony:"ahhahaahh!!! that is not the SMARTEST THING.....ive said.
i say many smart things :(
smart things like.....you + me = ♥
see that was like specialist maths right there!!!
and when u add the two cells, swanli and anthony u get swanthony
abit of science...
31st of october anthony and swanli began to date. and merged to one heart and one soul :)
a littttleee essence of historyy :P
it was outside swanlis house in glen waverley, located in eastern melbourne in australia, that the question that changed anthonys life was asked.
geography :)))))
the word beautiful has been changed of its meaning, it is now a noun, referring to those called swanli.
ENLISH :)))
anthony must market himself in such a way to meet the needs of swanli, the consumer.
business 8-)
as swanli has some assets ;) shes liable for some action owed to anthony ;;;;)))
accountingggg!!
it is against the law for anthony&swanli to be apart.
legal!
我爱你。♥
lastly, chinese :) "
swanli:"omg that was by FAR one of the cutest things you have ever done :)
Oh btw, kinda ironic how you were trying to be smart and spelt english, enlish :) hahah naw but you're still soooo sweet :)
Sadly, i cant read the chinese :( but thats okay, im quite sure i can guess what the three characters said :)
Ahhh smiling so much atm, i love you ♥"
- see, i can be smart :)
anthony:"ahhahaahh!!! that is not the SMARTEST THING.....ive said.
i say many smart things :(
smart things like.....you + me = ♥
see that was like specialist maths right there!!!
and when u add the two cells, swanli and anthony u get swanthony
abit of science...
31st of october anthony and swanli began to date. and merged to one heart and one soul :)
a littttleee essence of historyy :P
it was outside swanlis house in glen waverley, located in eastern melbourne in australia, that the question that changed anthonys life was asked.
geography :)))))
the word beautiful has been changed of its meaning, it is now a noun, referring to those called swanli.
ENLISH :)))
anthony must market himself in such a way to meet the needs of swanli, the consumer.
business 8-)
as swanli has some assets ;) shes liable for some action owed to anthony ;;;;)))
accountingggg!!
it is against the law for anthony&swanli to be apart.
legal!
我爱你。♥
lastly, chinese :) "
swanli:"omg that was by FAR one of the cutest things you have ever done :)
Oh btw, kinda ironic how you were trying to be smart and spelt english, enlish :) hahah naw but you're still soooo sweet :)
Sadly, i cant read the chinese :( but thats okay, im quite sure i can guess what the three characters said :)
Ahhh smiling so much atm, i love you ♥"
- see, i can be smart :)
Monday, August 2, 2010
oh wow
so last night was retarded.
it was like an adventure for me and sam, walking from jordanville to holmesglen to pick up drinks, then back and to a park near jordanville at like....8-11pm?
dogged us out, fck you's.
well anyways, i dont remember much from lastnight...as i drank bottle by bottle, things got fuzzier and fuzzier, things got harder and harder to remember....
i THOUGHT i saw her....but im not to sure...
well the thing that bugged me all night even right after they went drinking, i went to aarons place then home. throughout the night even RIGHT AFTER i "THINK" i saw her, i felt badddd......cos i dont think i even said hello or smiled at her :S
wen i got home i was like to myself "holy shit, i HOPE its not her...if it is, i was sooooo rudeeee..."
so this morning, wen i saw paulskis (shoutout to him) i asked him if she was there. AFTER dinner at jordanville...
he said "i dont think soo.."
i was SOOO RELIEVEDDDDD
but THEN, he changed his mind..."wait. actually, yeah she was."
BAM. my eyes were about to roll out of my freaking eye socket.
i felttt sooo baddddd..... i cant believe i acted like that...now she probably thinks im some stuck up bastard whos to snobby and arrogant to even acknowledge her.
dammmmn that was gay.
id slap me if i was her. through all that. no hi.
well i hope that this means something, and i hope that some retarded internet error or wateva happens to send this particular message to her randomly :S
"im sorry for the way i acted, im sorry for the things ive said, im sorry for the pain ive caused. i dont beg for forgiveness, nor do i beg to forget. i just wish things didnt turn out the way they did."
sigh that was really lame of me. writing to myself about her.
ON ANOTHER NOTEEEEEE which hopefully would cancel out that lameness i put u readers through.....
aaron ur house has the best cookies :)
i like.
and...ZOMG GREYLEAD LOOKING PACERS FROM MONASH ROCK MY JOCKS!!!! :D
and...i met ur parents at monash uni! woot woot! :) apparently ur mum thought i had a nice smile ;) im in for the win. jokes :)
ur dad seemed like a average joe :) which is nnoooiiceee :)
and u looked taller! as i would always say, i like the new height ;)
ANNDD...
legal sac tmr. fck u skool...fck u....
OH and that just reminded me.
chinese skool teacher, if u stalk me and happen to read this. i fckn hate u.
who do u think u are...bagging me in chink, thinking i dont understand...i dont give a shit about wat u think about the way i sit nor wat haircut i get. how bout u go learn some proper english, THEN try to translate chink to us. ur a gay guy.
and choiboi. if u read this, i hope things workout for u and KitKat ;) u know wat im talking abouttt...
omg this post is so long. so thanks for reading, i really doubt anyone could be stuffed at all reading this much. so yeah i dont blame u if u dont read it. i guess i just want to find a excuse not to study for my legal sac....and just randomly wrote out most of my thoughts in the 2 days.
oh and if u actually DO read THIS particular line, u just won a prize.
-dun da dun da-!! a....FREE IPOD TOUCH!!!! please talk to paul nguyen to claim ur prize. thank u and goodbye.
it was like an adventure for me and sam, walking from jordanville to holmesglen to pick up drinks, then back and to a park near jordanville at like....8-11pm?
dogged us out, fck you's.
well anyways, i dont remember much from lastnight...as i drank bottle by bottle, things got fuzzier and fuzzier, things got harder and harder to remember....
i THOUGHT i saw her....but im not to sure...
well the thing that bugged me all night even right after they went drinking, i went to aarons place then home. throughout the night even RIGHT AFTER i "THINK" i saw her, i felt badddd......cos i dont think i even said hello or smiled at her :S
wen i got home i was like to myself "holy shit, i HOPE its not her...if it is, i was sooooo rudeeee..."
so this morning, wen i saw paulskis (shoutout to him) i asked him if she was there. AFTER dinner at jordanville...
he said "i dont think soo.."
i was SOOO RELIEVEDDDDD
but THEN, he changed his mind..."wait. actually, yeah she was."
BAM. my eyes were about to roll out of my freaking eye socket.
i felttt sooo baddddd..... i cant believe i acted like that...now she probably thinks im some stuck up bastard whos to snobby and arrogant to even acknowledge her.
dammmmn that was gay.
id slap me if i was her. through all that. no hi.
well i hope that this means something, and i hope that some retarded internet error or wateva happens to send this particular message to her randomly :S
"im sorry for the way i acted, im sorry for the things ive said, im sorry for the pain ive caused. i dont beg for forgiveness, nor do i beg to forget. i just wish things didnt turn out the way they did."
sigh that was really lame of me. writing to myself about her.
ON ANOTHER NOTEEEEEE which hopefully would cancel out that lameness i put u readers through.....
aaron ur house has the best cookies :)
i like.
and...ZOMG GREYLEAD LOOKING PACERS FROM MONASH ROCK MY JOCKS!!!! :D
and...i met ur parents at monash uni! woot woot! :) apparently ur mum thought i had a nice smile ;) im in for the win. jokes :)
ur dad seemed like a average joe :) which is nnoooiiceee :)
and u looked taller! as i would always say, i like the new height ;)
ANNDD...
legal sac tmr. fck u skool...fck u....
OH and that just reminded me.
chinese skool teacher, if u stalk me and happen to read this. i fckn hate u.
who do u think u are...bagging me in chink, thinking i dont understand...i dont give a shit about wat u think about the way i sit nor wat haircut i get. how bout u go learn some proper english, THEN try to translate chink to us. ur a gay guy.
and choiboi. if u read this, i hope things workout for u and KitKat ;) u know wat im talking abouttt...
omg this post is so long. so thanks for reading, i really doubt anyone could be stuffed at all reading this much. so yeah i dont blame u if u dont read it. i guess i just want to find a excuse not to study for my legal sac....and just randomly wrote out most of my thoughts in the 2 days.
oh and if u actually DO read THIS particular line, u just won a prize.
-dun da dun da-!! a....FREE IPOD TOUCH!!!! please talk to paul nguyen to claim ur prize. thank u and goodbye.
Sunday, August 1, 2010
9 months
okay so YESTERDAY marks our END of 9 months :))))
i must admit, with you ive never been happier :)
i cant imagine surviving without you.
im sorry that i wasnt with u on the day, and instead i was out.
but i really wanted you to come with me :( but yeah, u didnt want to :P
and sorry for the phone call thing :S
but i really love you <3
atm, this day, marks the beginning of our 10th month :))))
woooot!
im really glad we're together, as swanthony :D
i love you baby <3
i must admit, with you ive never been happier :)
i cant imagine surviving without you.
im sorry that i wasnt with u on the day, and instead i was out.
but i really wanted you to come with me :( but yeah, u didnt want to :P
and sorry for the phone call thing :S
but i really love you <3
atm, this day, marks the beginning of our 10th month :))))
woooot!
im really glad we're together, as swanthony :D
i love you baby <3
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